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[ this isn't tighnari's first heat, but it's certainly his most intense one.

he's never had a partner for it before, after all. he's only ever had himself, his thoughts, his fingers, but now he has cyno, and gods, it's all been a dream. when he'd knocked on cyno's dressing room door that night, he'd never expected to walk away with a date, with a boyfriend. he'd never expected that cyno would feel the same way about him in return, that their attraction would be mutual, even if cyno had turned down tighnari's very persistent advances. and he's continued to turn them down, despite the very real tension between them, the magnetic attraction that's nearly overwhelming. honestly, tighnari is beginning to wonder if cyno perhaps has no interest in fucking him at all.

nevertheless, tighnari's season has come, and with it, the heat pulsing beneath his skin, clawing right into his bones. they enjoyed a nice lunch together, and tighnari had squirmed in his seat the entire time, his socked foot sliding along cyno's thigh - but cyno hadn't given in. a movie after that, during which tighnari's fingers had sneaked beneath the hem of cyno's shirt, his mouth at cyno's ear, whispering filth - but even then, cyno hadn't given in.

now it's nearly evening, and they're at a bookstore together, and tighnari is all but out of his mind with frustration, and more than a little irritation. when cyno rebukes him again, tighnari throws up both hands. his face is flushed. he's so incredibly wet. yet cyno is still resisting. ]

Gods, Cyno, if you don't ever want to fuck me, just say so -

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[ cyno doesn't fight him, tugged in sharply as his arm immediately slides around his waist. he tugs him closer as he grinds down against tighnari savagely. he's hard, he's so painfully hard, there's no mistake that he's dying to jump him.

worse, tighnari smells so good and so tempting that it's driving him nuts. he's pressing up flush against him, burying his face in his neck. he's biting at his throat softly, lapping at the marks. god, but he wants to devour him whole, he wants so badly to be inside him that he's shaking with it. ]

I want you -- I'm just -- I don't want you to just want my onstage persona.

Cyno -

[ that knocks a bit of the wind from his sails, and tighnari's anger quiets, though his tail still lashes behind him, his long ears pinned back against his hair. cyno grinds against him, and tighnari groans, low and soft, tilting his chin upward to expose more of the pale column of his throat. gods, he's so hot, so wet, and.. a little guilty, because for a long time, it was cyno's persona that he wanted. it was all he knew.

but it's different now. now he knows cyno, knows how sweet and awkward and entirely uncharismatic he is, and tighnari loves that even more. will cyno even believe him? with a frustrated whine, he slides back onto the sink so he can better grasp cyno's hips with his thighs. ]

It's not like that - we've been together for months. I want you -

I wanna fuck you so bad it hurts, Tighnari.

[ cyno cuts him off gruffly, dark eyes coming up to meet his, hungry and fierce but strangely, oddly vulnerable. ]

But if you're just fuckin' with me because I'm a goddamn idol, I don't --

[ he's going to be so mad, so betrayed. he loves those ears, that pretty face, he loves tighnari not because he supported him from day one, he loves him for his humour, his gorgeous ears, his sharp wit and his charm, and if cyno were to disappoint him months or years down the line, well, that will completely break his heart.

he grinds up against him, insistent, fingers digging into his thighs. shit -- he can't feel his pretty fox's cock, is he soft or...? ]

[ that vulnerability in cyno's eyes.. it strikes a chord in him. cyno is an idol, he's always come off as effortlessly confident, but tighnari knows him better now, he's learned who cyno is beneath the mask he wears on stage. how many people have tried to get in his pants, just because he's an idol? many, tighnari thinks. and he was one of them, once. nevermind that he supported cyno for his talent and skill, he still wanted him without knowing him, and in this moment he can't help but feel a little guilty for it, even if it's no longer the truth. tighnari lifts both hands, gently clasping cyno's face between them. ]

I'm not fucking with you. I care about you. I want you because your jokes are so stupid, because bad movies make you smile, because you're sweet, and awkward, and kind - [ tighnari twists, arching, panting. ] Because I trust you enough to tell you that I - that I'm..

[ his heart leaps into his throat. tighnari swallows thickly, nervously, meeting cyno's eyes. ]

I'm trans. I'm - I have.. [ a frustrated sigh. ] I'm.. intersex. [ his ears press further back; clearly he's waiting for cyno's rebuttal, his disgust. ]

Uh...

[ so, cyno isn't the most learned of men when it comes to gender. to him, he doesn't really mind what they identify as, as long as he likes them -- labels have never been a thing for him, personally, and least of all for tighnari, whom he finds himself simping for with all of his stupid heart and everything.

so when tighnari confesses that he's intersexed, cyno is confused, staring back at him blankly. the only thing that matters to him is that tighnari looks distressed. his cute, cute furry ears are pinned back, which means he's upset, and cyno doesn't see what he's upset about --

-- what the hell does intersexed mean? like --

he racks his brain, trying to figure it out. ]

So... like you have two?

[ maybe? instead of disgust, however, cyno's eyes shine with interest. ]

[ GOD, CYNO ]

Two? No -

[ loosing one hand, tighnari rubs at his face, his skin flushing hot. he's clearly embarrassed. ]

It means I was born with.. both. Male and female parts.

[ ohhhhhhhh... ohhhhh.

ok see there are two ways one can go about this, but cyno clearly goes the dude way, because he lights up like christmas fuckin' came early and he looks down between them, fingers coming to rub the bulge of tighnari's cock, tracing over his balls through his panties thoughtfully. ]

That's cool. Can I see?

[ CYNO... CYNO, PLEASE..

at least he isn't disgusted, or worse, angry. the world is dangerous for people like tighnari, and more than once he's felt unsafe - but he should have known that cyno wouldn't be upset, even if this reaction is so, so stupid. at least, until cyno's fingers are rubbing between his legs, and tighnari bites his lip, stifling a whine. he's so sensitive.. ]

Y-yes.. [ he murmurs, shifting further back on the sink while he unbuckles his belt and shifts his jeans down over his hips. ] Just don't - don't tease me.

[ IF HE HAD A TAIL IT WOULD BE WAGGING.

he's busy helping him, tugging his jeans down and hooking his briefs down too, but going the full way -- he's taking them off completely, who cares if it's a public bathroom?

he sets his jeans and briefs aside carefully next to him, spreading his legs so that he can study him -- and oh, shit, he's gorgeous as hell and cyno is so fucking horny he's about to burst from his pants.

he looks down at him in wonder, a hand coming to close around the shaft of his cock and draw him up, admiring the taut balls underneath, and oh, oh look at that. a soft, pink pussy underneath, that little clit peeping out at him, and his breath catches in his throat. ]

Shit, baby. You're soaked through. And you're so damn beautiful. Look at them.

[ he's not the best wordsmith, but he's earnest, sincere, and he runs his thumb down the slick, slippery seam of his cunt, pressing up over his clit. ]

It's so cute and soft... y'like this?

[ tighnari's eyes are fixed on cyno's face, gauging his reaction, but there's no laughter, no disgust, only hot wanting, and tighnari feels his body contract with heat.

and then cyno is touching him, and tighnari is lost. his hips hitch upward, pleasure erupting between his thighs as cyno's palm and fingers close around his little cock, then down, between the slick folds of his pussy, gently pressing over the swollen bud of his clit. tighnari squirms, panting hard, his body hot all over as his thighs spread wider, his head tipping back. ]

Cyno - [ he whispers, his back arching forward. he's wickedly slick, his cunt glistening, clenching when cyno touches him. ] Yes.. mmn, that's good..

[ tighnari has never been touched like this before, not by anyone but himself, and gods, it feels so good, he wants more. ]

[ there is only wanting -- he can't imagine teasing tighnari about this; people who are different already have it hard enough. for cyno, this is just a matter of more of him to adore and love and worship.

and shit, oh, shit, tighnari is so fucking hot, so fucking hot when he's like this that he groans, his other hand fumbling to tug his fly down, opening himself up to free his cock from its confines.

he pushes two fingers inside of that slick, slippery heat, panting and cheeks flushed, eyes fevered. ]

God, baby, lemme be inside you --

[ cyno's fingers press into him, and tighnari's breath catches, his hips canting forward, sliding against the sink, one arm flinging around cyno's shoulders for support. his eyes drop when cyno tugs open his pants, his heavy cock springing free, and tighnari feels his heart leap up into his throat. he's watched plenty of porn, naturally, but he's never.. he's never seen anyone's dick up close, personally, he's never touched anyone. ]

You're..

[ big, he wants to say, but he trails off, biting his lip, his free hand reaching between them to palm at cyno's cock, feeling the weight and heat of it, running his thumb along the wet tip. hitching his hips forward, tighnari lowers his eyelids, red-faced and utterly debauched. ]

Please, I need you, I need you inside of me, fuck me, Cyno -

[ cyno's heart stops for a moment when tighnari trails off, desperately searching his face for any signs of discomfort, or that he wants him to leave -- his dick is pretty okay, right?

but then tighnari, bless him, goes on about wanting his dick inside him, and wanting to get fucked, and he touches his cock just like that and it's a wonder cyno hadn't just come right there.

he groans, leaning his head into him as he fucks his boy's greedy and slippery cunt with his fingers, feeling the slick-slick, obscene sounds of every thrust, and how his fingers glisten with his juices every time he pulls out.

he's in awe, and shit, no wonder everybody wants to have sex all the damn time. ]

Then take me inside. Holy shit, you're so fuckin' sexy --

[ touching cyno feels good, tighnari likes the feel of him, the heat, the silky skin of his cock, the way it makes his hand feel so full. he can't help but wonder what cyno tastes like, how it might feel to suck and swallow him down, but - another time. right now, tighnari knows what he wants, what he's wanted for years, years spent waiting for cyno to fill his pussy up.

tighnari can only nod rapidly, guiding cyno's cock against his body, but his fingers are in the way. ]

Take your fingers out.

[ as much as tighnari enjoys the deep press of those fingers, he wants cyno's dick even more, can't wait to feel him filling out his cunt. ]

[ he does as he's told willingly, admiring the way there's a single string of slick keeping this fingers and his pussy connected even after pulling away. he's admiring it, putting both digits in his mouth to suck off the taste of him.

and shit, he tastes so good. he groans around his fingers before he instinctively grasps his cock together with tighnari, pushing in more quickly than he thought possible. he can't control himself, overwhelmed by months and months of holding himself back -- and he pushes in with a low murmur of apology, so desperate to be inside of him as he practically forces him to spread around him, stretching his pussy as he's halfway in, the tight, tight impossible sheath. ]

Shit --

[ cyno is impatient, and tighnari can hardly blame him for it, given how terribly he's been teasing cyno all day - but still, it.. hurts. his cunt stretches around cyno's considerable girth, and not only is cyno big, tighnari is small, his pussy tight and narrow and unfucked. it stings.

tensing, tighnari whines, his short claws digging into cyno's back through his shirt, his thighs snapping tightly around cyno's hips. ]

Mmn -

[ is it supposed to hurt? it's his first time, he can only assume this is normal, and it does feel good to be so full, the heat of cyno's prick feels wonderful. tighnari exhales hard, his tail bristling as he turns his face against cyno's neck, dragging sharp fangs there. ]

Don't stop.

[ he's -- he's really small. is he supposed to be small and so, so tight? he's so tight that he's about to suffocate cyno's dick or something, and cyno grimaces when he feels his boyfriend tense up, very aware that the other won't even let on when it hurts.

so he stops, stilling inside him as he looks down at him in open concern. he's gently nudging tighnari's face towards him so he can meet his gaze, searching his eyes. ]

Are you okay?

[ because he might be horny, but tighnari's well-being comes first! ]

[ of course cyno asks if he's okay - he might be teased to the brink, but he's a kindhearted soul. when their eyes meet, tighnari's gaze darts briefly away, because he doesn't want to stop, doesn't want to ruin this moment, he's been waiting so long. ]

I'm fine. It just hurts a little.

[ he murmurs, rubbing his nose alongside cyno's before he's kissing his mouth, warm and deep, humming against his lips. tighnari's hips shift, trying to find a more comfortable angle. ]

I've just.. never done this before.

[ uh -- ]

So you're a virgin?

[ he blurts out, because of course he would, and also because he's one, too, even though he's watched porn and had read up on a whole lot of romance books because after awhile the porn is just... not great, and tighnari deserves better.

and speaking of deserving better, he totally is just taking his virginity in a stupid bathroom somewhere instead of a hotel with flowers and romantic music and shit, and he groans, pressing his forehead to his. ]

Baby, why didn't you tell me?

[ he's nuzzling against him, staying completely still. his other hand, however, goes down to gently massage his clit with his thumb, wanting to distract him from the pain. his cock is throbbing, so painfully hard inside him, but he doesn't care -- he doesn't want to hurt tighnari more than he already has. ]

I'm so sorry. [ he murmurs, seeking his mouth to kiss him, gentle and seeking. ] How can I make you feel better?

.. yeah.

[ he feels a little silly saying it out loud - tighnari is in his twenties after all, but he's still a virgin. he's been saving himself, but he's also been quite gun-shy about sex, considering his unusual anatomy; it's not something he ever really sought out for himself.

but oh, cyno is so sweet, his voice dropping gently, calling him baby, making tighnari feel like he's the only person in the world, the only person who matters. the thumb against his clit is welcome, and tighnari groans softly against cyno's mouth, his hips rocking forward, easing cyno's cock a little deeper. ]

I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I was a little.. embarrassed. Just - mm, just go slow.

[ it's a lot to ask, he knows, when cyno has already waited so long, when he's been teased all day. but it'll help, it'll help make this good for them both, even if it's in a stupid bathroom. ]

Okay.

[ nevermind that tighnari's ridiculously tight pussy is killing him. nevermind that knowing he's taking tighnari's virginity is doing insanely wonderful things to his primitive male ego. tighnari's saved himself for him, untouched by anyone else and only trusting him to do this -- of course he can't fuck this up.

he reaches up with his free hand to rub the base of his furry ears the way he knows he likes, and he kisses him again, humming softly to put him more at ease. he's going to die before he comes inside of tighnari's hot, wet pussy, and he'll die happy, probably. ]

It's -- hnnn -- it's my first time too.

[ he admits, nuzzling against him with a soft moan because you're killing him, baby. he's seeing your pussy stretched around the shaft of his thick, thick cock, and it's all he can do not to move, to let tighnari do the moving. ]

[ cyno does his best to ease him, kissing him so softly, rubbing at his ears in a way that makes tighnari purr deep in his chest, his thighs twitching a little wider. he swallows cyno's moan, pressing their mouths together a little more insistently, before breaking away to nudge their foreheads together. ]

You? But you're - Cyno, you must have had people throwing themselves at you constantly..

[ but he turned them all down? every last one of them? it's enough to make tighnari feel incredibly, absolutely special in a way he's never known before. cyno could have anyone he wants, the pick of the litter, but he's chosen tighnari, and that's enough to make his chest tighten with warmth.

more importantly, however, he rocks his hips forward again with a soft sound in his throat, slowly taking cyno's cock deeper into his cunt. tighnari is narrow even for a virgin, his natural anatomy having left his pussy small and tight, but he breathes through it, relaxing himself until at last cyno's dick is buried to the hilt, and tighnari is shivering around him, slick and tight as a fist around cyno's girth, his walls clamping down hard. breathing a low, guttural whine, tighnari holds more tightly to him, his own juices leaking down his thighs as he shifts, beginning to move his hips in an easy rhythm. ]

You can.. you can fuck me, Cyno, it's okay -

[ he's purring! he's purring the way cyno really loves; tighnari is so adorable when he does that, the rumbling a soothing indicator that he's starting to enjoy this instead of just powering through. he continues, gently rubbing his fingers into the base of his ears before sliding them down, down to urge his thighs properly around him.

when he starts to move, cyno groans again, low and rumbling and completely wrecked by how good he feels, so tight around him. he slowly starts to move, tentative and watchful for any kind of discomfort he sees in tighnari. his precious boy, his beautiful, precious boyfriend is so good, and he can't help seeing the clear juices down his thighs.

he's fucking him really, really slow, dragging his cock along his inner walls slowly, fighting his own raw instincts to simply pin him down and pound into him. and yes, yes -- he turned them all down the moment he'd caught sight of tighnari, knowing that he'd only want him or none at all; and he'd been resigned to none, at least until today. ]

I only wanted you.

[ he admits gruffly. not like it's romantic or anything. ] Hh -- wasn't interested -- in anyone else. Every time I jerked off, I thought of you.

[ it gets easier. there's still a distant sting, a soft burn, and tighnari knows that after this, he'll be quite sore, but it's beginning to feel better. the slow drag of cyno's cock inside of him feels good, and when tighnari angles his hips the right way, his clit grinds against cyno's belly in a way that makes him see stars. ]

I only - I only wanted you, too.. [ it's easy to admit. it's the truth. before cyno, tighnari would have laughed at the idea of love at first sight. ] After your concerts, I - mmn - I'd go home and touch myself, and imagine you were fucking me..

[ a low moan, and tighnari sinks his teeth into cyno's lower lip, tugging. he'd fuck himself on his fingers after every concert, imagining cyno rutting into him, filling him up, but even his creative imagination couldn't compare to the real thing. ]

You're so big..

You're gonna fucking kill me, baby --

[ cyno complains, because there's something so, so, so sexy about knowing that tighnari's getting off to him after concerns, imagining that he's fucking him. he winces when tighnari bites, but that only makes him hungrier for more, when he surges forward to kiss him deeper, even more greedily.

he's pulling out slowly, slowly, before pushing in again, wanting tighnari to get comfortable with him, to adjust properly. and fuck, he loves the soft slide of his boyfriend's clit rubbing against his belly, knowing just how much tighnari's getting off to it. his dick twitches, throbbing heatedly inside of him as he pulls out again, pushing in faster, just a little harder, giving in to his own impatient, insatiable instincts just a little. ]

How are you so tight, huh... [ he murmurs, a thumb coming down to rub and massage the little bud of his clit, playing with him. ]

[ cyno begins to move inside of him, and tighnari keens, a shudder weaving down his spine, his hands in cyno's hoodie squeezing tightly. everything else is beginning to fall away, nothing matters but this, his first time, his first time with cyno.

cyno, whose impatience seems to be getting the better of him, when his cock drives in a little harder, and tighnari gasps. it stings, still, but it also feels good to be fucked, especially once cyno begins thumbing at his clit. ]

Are you.. a-are you sure you're new at this?

[ he asks, breathlessly, twitching his thighs open wider to make more room for cyno's cock, the stim to his clit more than enough to take the pain away. with a low, wanton moan, tighnari's head falls back, knees lifting, his hips jerking forward against the drag of cyno's thumb, taking his dick further, deeper. he swallows thickly, throat working, his slick drooling down his ass in thick, round beads. every time cyno calls him baby it scratches an itch in his bones. ]

Gods, Cyno, fuck me, please..

I read,

[ cyno tells him breathlessly, because this is so much better than what the books say. he can't take his eyes off him, the way he opens up for him and the way he moans, when he jerks forward and reacts to him and holy shit, this is so worth waiting for. he can feel his slick oozing down, the way it oozes down his thighs, too, the way it smells so rich and so intoxicating, lubing up cyno's cock.

that's the cue he needs, right? that needy, aching moan, and he moves faster, harder, pulling out almost fully before thrusting in again, with a little more strength this time, too. he's fucking him properly now, still slow, but the grip of his pussy and the drag of it around the shaft of his cock is absolutely mindblowing.

he loves how soft and wet tighnari feels inside, the wet, lewd sounds they're making as they fuck, and he pinches his nipples, tugging gently before wrapping his hungry mouth around one of them to suck, to lick, to make tighnari lose his mind. ]

Ngh -- hrngh...

[ it still hurts, it's still sore, and tighnari doesn't really think there's any helping that. it's his first time, and he's naturally narrow, there's no way around it, but cyno's attentions make it all the better, and tighnari is so sensitive that each and every touch is like fire in his veins. he's so obscenely wet, his cunt clenching tight around cyno's cock, desperate to keep it in, to pull him deeper.

and there's nothing left to say. both of them dissolve into low, rough moans and deep growls, and tighnari arches his back, the attention to his nipples enough to send jolts of heat straight between his legs, his pussy tightening, pulsing with every hard thrust of cyno's thick, thick cock. ]

Cyno, I'm -

[ he's close, gods, he's close, this is all too new, he's too sensitive, too stimulated - it isn't long before tighnari is squirming, his hips jerking, goosebumps rippling down his arms. he can't manage any more words. with a sharp cry and his ears pinned back and his claws sinking into cyno's arms, tighnari cums hard, his body jerking, slick gushing around cyno's prick, soaking the front of his pants as his cunt squeezes rhythmically, tight as a fist. ]

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