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ᴛɪɢʜɴᴀʀɪ ([personal profile] veardant) wrote2022-12-03 09:53 pm

i'm swimming in a mirror;



[ tighnari plans most things in his life vary carefully, and his heat is no exception.

past years he has dealt with it alone, but past years he has also lived quite far from civilization, so the all-consuming desire to seek out a mate was easily quelled by the fact that there was simply no one suitable within a reasonable distance. it was maddeningly frustrating, but it worked. since moving to the city, however.. things have been more difficult. the first two years he'd managed to control himself, but as he ages his heats grow in strength and intensity, and the year previous he'd very nearly done something he knows he would have regretted - it started via a text, progressed to phone sex, and ended with tighnari at the foot of a stranger's door, so eager and hungry that he'd been prepared to throw himself at some nameless, faceless body he'd found on the internet in order to slake his impossible thirst. thankfully, once they'd answered the door, he'd gotten ahold of himself and declined, but it was a very narrow thing. casual sex simply isn't something that tighnari does. not with strangers.

which is exactly why he has a different plan, this year. he'd considered taking a vacation to somewhere distant again, to tough it out alone, but unfortunately that's simply not financially feasible at this juncture, so he'd had to give up on that idea. the next best thing, he'd thought, would be to simply.. find someone he trusts enough to spend his heat with, someone he knows well enough to admit his needs to, but not so well that it'd potentially ruin a long-standing relationship. collei was out of the question, she's always felt more like a sister to him. he'd considered cyno for awhile, but they've been so close for so long that tighnari couldn't bring himself to risk their relationship for something so fleeting. everyone else that he knows is a colleague, and that's entirely out of the question, he'd never be able to show his face in the akademiya again.

but aki.. aki fit the bill perfectly. he's certainly good looking. they don't work together, they're not as intimately close as he is with cyno, but close enough that tighnari trusts him, that he thinks that aki won't find it particularly weird or off-putting. this is a biological imperative, after all, it's not something that tighnari can control. even still, he'd been incredibly nervous to extend the offer.. having prepared for the worst, but finding himself instead surprised by the acceptance.

after that, all that was left was to take paid leave from work, and preparation. he'd spent two days cleaning his apartment and tending to his plants, as well as stocking up on plenty of snacks and sports drinks, fruits and granola bars and things that are easy to grab, that also provide good energy. he's premade his meals for the week and stocked them in the freezer, finished all of his laundry, and rearranged the living space, pushing the furniture toward the walls to build a comfortable nest of cushions and blankets in the middle of the room. finally, the night before he'd taken a long, luxurious bath to calm his nerves, and gone to sleep.

when he wakes, it's late into the night, moonlight streaming through the gauzy curtains pulled before the common room windows, and across the glass doors. he's hot all over, deeply uncomfortable, and so slick between the thighs that he's dampened his boxer briefs and sleeping shorts both. tighnari groans, rubbing both hands over his face. it's too early. aki isn't here yet, he's probably still asleep, but tighnari's body is positively aching all over, deep frustration setting into his bones. his scent is thick and cloying, sweet like honey and crisp like morning dew, and it permeates the space, making him dizzy. he thrusts a hand down the front of his shorts, rubbing his clit and fucking himself hard on his fingers, but it isn't enough, gods, it isn't enough. two unfulfilling orgasms later he's rolling onto his side and grabbing for his phone, typing out a hasty text, deleting it, typing it again. ]


Are you awake? Started early. Please.
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-05 08:33 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, sir.

[ There's something almost teasing in the way Aki responds, between his heated, labored breaths, and in the back of his mind, he can't help but be amused. Tighnari has always been sure of himself, clear in what he wants and how he wants it, and this is no different. Aki can often be that way himself, and he hadn't really considered how that dynamic might translate when he agreed to help Tighnari with his heat. Part of him wants to bite back make me, but for now, Tighnari is in control, calling the shots, and Aki falls into line, hips snapping him more forcefully than before.

If he doesn't want gentleness, that he can provide, too.

The heat of Tighnari's mouth spills into his own, and Aki drinks it up - his kiss, his tongue, his breath. He swallows it all, as his fingernails press painfully hard into Tighnari's hips, rooting him in place so Aki can fuck him with abandon. He feels incredible, their bodies snapping wetly together with each thrust of his cock, precome dripping down his thighs, saliva from their mouths - it's filthy. Good.

Not only does he fuck him harder, but he moves faster, too, chasing that sweet, sweet pleasure, blissful and uncomplicated and visceral, making him feel more alive than anything else - more like living for himself. ]
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-06 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ The moments that have passed since he stepped through the door have been a blur. It can't have been more than a handful of minutes, can it? Yet here they are, fucking hard and deep, well into it now, Tighnari reaching his climax, with Aki not far behind. He absolutely needed this, and continues to need it. He needed a quick, hard fuck, to let off steam, release stress in one needy, fell swoop, but it isn't all he needs, either.

In the back of his mind, he knew that when he agreed to this. He needs touch, sweet, tender touch, warm, soft kisses, warm skin and a beating heart against his, to remind him what it is to be alive, what there is beyond his mission of revenge, and how beautiful it is.

Tighnari comes hard and tight around his cock, pulling and grasping the length of him tight, and while Aki is not quite at the peak himself yet, this pushes him a considerable ways closer, Tighnari's mouth and hands and body all working in harmonic tandem to draw him into the thick of it. God, but he feels incredible, hot and slick and tight, the welts against his shoulders only spurring him on, grounding him.

One palm presses flat against the door, while the other arm remains clamped around Tighnari's waist, leverage so Aki can pump into each tense pull of his cunt, the tension deliriously good. He only needs a few more moments - ]


Fuck -

[ He breathes harshly, though he at least has the presence of mind to pull out before he comes. Hot seed spills between their bellies in thick, sticky ropes, as he exhales sharply through clenched teeth, a guttural groan swallowed up in his throat. ]
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-06 07:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ It was...exquisite.

But of course, in the end, that is what this is all about, isn't it? About satisfying Tighnari's innate need for a mate, during this time when his body craves it like a drug. If he is satisfied, then Aki has done the job that Tighnari asked him here to do in the first place. That's a weight off his shoulders, but really, there was nothing to worry about, was there?

Tighnari wanted him so badly, and there's no better turn-on than that.

A shiver runs down his spine at the heat of Tighnari's kisses to his throat, warm against skin that has gone cold with goosebumps. Every inch of him feels oversensitive and raw, and while he is absolutely strong, it is still quite exhausting to pin another person against a door to fuck them. It is still the middle of the night, too.

He sinks forward against Tighnari and the door, though not uncomfortably so, as Tighnari takes his face in his hands and nuzzles him so sweetly. It makes his heart jump in a way he swiftly ignores. Though the affection has...certainly caught him off-guard, it isn't unwelcome.

His brow rests against Tighnari's, his breath still gusting quick against his cheek. ]


It was. [ A beat. ] Did it help take the edge off?

[ That seems to be the case, but he'd rather ask. ]
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-08 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ Dazed and still a little breathless, Aki nods numbly, tugging the waistband of his sleeping pants back up over his hips, but he doesn't bother with his shirt, leaving where it lays in a heap on the floor. He leaves his bag next to the door, too; he knows where it is when he needs it, which is probably whenever the next time he needs a smoke is.

Following Tighnari into the bathroom, he graciously accepts one of those hand towels to clean up the mess he left on his abdomen. It's almost surreal, how fast it all happened, but his blood still thrums with satisfaction just beneath the surface of his skin.

Damn, it was good. ]


I couldn't sleep. [ He explains, before adding a moment later. ] I had a lot on my mind.

[ This. He had this on his mind. There's a million other worries and cares he's gotten used to sleeping with, but this was...something new and markedly different. ]
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-09 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ah, that isn't how he meant for it to come across. After tossing his towel into the hamper, he's quick to hold up his hand. ]

No, that's not it. I gave you my word. I'm not backing out.

[ Not only would it feel like a shitty thing to do to a friend, he...doesn't want to. Especially now that they've already had sex once, and it only took a matter of minutes. It he was anxious about being able to perform, to satisfy Tighnari in the way he needed to be for his Heat, then that was gone the moment his cock had sunk into him.

A shiver runs down his spine as he wets his lips. ]


I said I'd be here for you, didn't I?
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-09 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ Tighnari's gestures are appreciated, because from here, he's not exactly sure what to expect. This is, in the end, all about the physicality; they're not a couple expressing intimate feelings, strange it seems to not take his hand, or lean into his side. Should he even sleep close to him in bed?

Probably not, and besides, it's not like Aki is used to sleeping next to others, either. Even if they slept wrapped up in one another, he might just wake up thinking he was being attacked, and no one needs that.

Right. He's just being practical. Never mind the way his heart flutters at the implication in Tighnari's words. You're going to need it.

Quietly, he pads up behind Tighnari, exhaling a long sigh. Now, he is tired. ]


So this is where we're sleeping, huh?

[ aiden how literally do i take "nest" this is important ]
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-10 07:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ Even if he weren't similarly still high on endorphins from the sex, he'd likely want to stay close by Tighnari, in case he needs him urgently. If Aki didn't intend to sleep next to him, he might as well stay in his own apartment, in his own bed.

But he's here. Without even answering, Aki only shoots Tighnari a sidelong look with a slanted frown, before dropping down onto the nest of blankets and pillows. Sure is going to be nice and cozy. ]


Then I better be as close as possible.

[ Leaning back against his pillows, he tucks his arms behind his head. He isn't going anywhere, and nerves or otherwise, he doesn't want to give Tighnari any reason to second-guess himself. Aki values his companionship, his friendship, and he's not going to jeopardize that over something foolish.

...And snuggles are nice. ]
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-10 08:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ The only problem when choosing someone like Aki for this task is that he is very aware of his surroundings at all times, even in his sleep. So as Tighnari begins to stir and touch himself, it is only inevitable that he wakes, even if he quickly remember where he is and why he doesn't need to be on guard.

His mouth is dry and his head slightly achy, he'll need to go light up in a few minutes, once he finishes waking up - and he should make sure Tighnari knows he's awake, too. His partner is evidently already awake from the way he's moving around, but with blurry vision from the dust in his eyes, he doesn't quite realize what Tighnari is doing until he rolls over onto his side.

...But those sounds reach his ears. Of course they do. Hot, wet, needful sounds, and immediately, it reignites that fire in his belly, and reminds him right away just why he is here, what need he is to fulfill. His gaze lingers on Tighnari's tight expression for a moment, his fingers buried in his mouth, dragging his tongue over dry lips. God, he looks good like this.

In the haze of just waking, he doesn't find anything unusual about a thought like that, and neither does he hesitate, moving closer to Tighnari, leaning over him beneath the blankets. ]


Allow me.

[ He murmurs, his fingers gliding along Tighnari's forearm to his wrist, though he doesn't reach further to touch him yet, not until he makes it clear that it is welcome. ]
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-10 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Heat or otherwise, it's an undeniable turn-on to be wanted so badly, that Tighnari responds to him all but immediately and guides him right where they both want to be. Tighnari's slick fingers press his own hand downward between his legs, the cold-hot touch of wetness and skin sending a shiver down his spine, and he does not hesitate to feel the delicate folds of skin he finds there. His thumb presses over Tighnari's swollen clit, gauging his reaction, before his index finger sinks deeper, reaching inside of him, absolutely molten to the core. ]

Fuck.

[ He exhales at just how perfect and warm Tighnari feels inside, and already he is urging a second finger inside along the first, stroking him easily and quickly, his palm damp and slick.

Leaning over him further, Aki nuzzles to the corner of his jaw and ear, inhaling the sent of his skin, letting out a soft groan as his cock stirs between his own legs. ]


You should have woken me.

[ He didn't have to suffer in silence - or near silence, as the case may be. ]
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-11 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ Thoughtlessly his lips part against Tighnari's imploring tongue, the heat burning fast over his skin and pulling him in deep before he's even fully awake. Tighnari smells so nice, like sleep and sex with the lingering scent of flowers, and it stands in such contrast to what Aki usually experiences that he wants to sink into it fully, completely.

Maybe it's the morning after talking, but there's nowhere in the world he would rather be in this moment. ]


I won't.

[ He murmurs to Tighnari's lips, before dipping his tongue into his mouth, exploring the slick pad of his tongue and the soft flesh of his cheek. He supports himself with his elbow so he can maintain his position over Tighnari without leaning on him too much, but it's hard not to let himself sink into him fully. He wants the touch of his skin against his own again, surrounding him fully, completely.

His fingers move more quickly inside of him, reaching deeper, his teeth tugging over Tighnari's lips, exhaling into his mouth. ]


I want you.
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-11 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's nice, he thinks, in the back of his mind, that Tighnari has partial animal features - it makes his pleasure even easier to read, and it makes his eagerness just a little bit sexier. Aki is the sort to enjoy a little roughness in bed, and Tighnari's teeth and nails seem perfect to add just that bit of extra pleasure, extra need that spurs him forward.

Not that he needs the extra push, with how boldly Tighnari touches him, and what he demands of him. Maybe they can take it slow later, learning one another fully to enjoy their time together even more fully, but for now, Tighnari has needs, and Aki is eager to meet them. He indulges in a long, deep groan as Tighnari drags his grip along his cock - he is indeed already hard and heavy, turned on from the moment he heard Tighnari touching himself as he woke, the memory of the night before lingering like licking flames in his mind.

Reluctantly, he withdraws his fingers from within Tighnari with a wet, sinful sound, but a mere moment later he is bearing down over him more fully, tugging down Tighnari's sleep shorts and wriggling his way between his thighs. God, it feels incredible, to be wanted, needed like this. ]


Just try and stop me.

[ He murmurs, half-teasing, as he dips down to kiss Tighnari's mouth wetly, sloppy in his haze of sleepiness, grinding his cock against Tighnari's waiting cunt. Perhaps that's a bit too much of a tease, yet he can't help it, the urge to drive Tighnari just a bit wilder. ]
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[personal profile] unwinds 2022-12-11 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Tighnari more than gives him the reaction he wants in response, needing him fiercely, pulling and digging at him, and Aki's lips twitch into something of a smile against Tighnari's fierce hunger. That's good. that's perfect -

He would tease him more, perhaps, if it weren't almost cruel to do so, with how much Tighnari needs him right now. He won't press any further in that regard, giving them both what they want as his hands slide between them, one reaching for his cock to guide the tip against Tighnari's cunt, the other grasping tight at his hip for purchase. Already, he breathes heavily against his partner's mouth. He gives him what he wants, because Aki can hold out no longer either.

Though even as he rolls his hips to sink his cock inside of Tighnari, he does so achingly slow, pressing in inch by agonizing inch until he is fully seated within the other's body. He's so hot, so wonderfully slick, he can't help but take it slow and appreciate the twist of pleasure upon his lover's features, a mirror to his own. ]


Nari...

[ He exhales, his stomach coiling with heat ready to spring, before he is rolling his hips again, sinking his cock inside Tighnari anew, pressing deep and full as he finds his rhythm. ]

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